Nurul...

Sometimes
I feel like im going out of
My mind,

Girl the way you do me is a
Damn crime,

But then you smile at me
And its allright,

With you there ain't no inbetween...

Everytime that i walk out the door
I tell myself i can't take it no more

Theres a part of me won't let you go
I keep sayin' yes when my minds sayin no..

hurm... 
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues
We got issues issues issues.

Its awful,girl you leave me hangin for so long
You empty out my love until its all gone
You change the words but still its the same song
Im tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, they still show
I keep building the walls round my heart
But then i see you it all falls apart...

then, 
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,
We got issues.. 

Wanna fight it, can't hide it
Truth is i think i like it
But in future, illusion
Still i don't know which way to go..
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues

gotcha!!!!

i finally got a new kopiah!!!after almost 2 years i dont have one...huh???by the way it only cost me rm8 and i took 2 years to buy a new one..waa...quite sad actually.but its okay bcause now i got a new one and i wont let it missing in action.i dont want to take about another to years to get anew one..hahahaha

by the way,readers,please!!!please dont laugh at me....=P

6th Ramadhan

well i begin my writing with alhamdulillah..=)..i am quite happy today even i was so tired all the day since i didnt have sahur at all,so my stomach keeps blabbering all the day.haha..happy because english class with miss khairany,a very weird english lecturer ever and a very demanding one,finished with 30 minutes time taken whereas the class supposed to be a quite long time,2hours actually.i dont know why,maybe allah helped us,gave her hidayah so that she would have some pity on us today.unlike last two days,she let us go home,on time.the class supposed to end at 6.30pm,she let us go by 6.30,on time!!!no discounts at all..

hargh!!!!!tension gile mase 2....i wish puan intan would come back and teach my class again like last semester...puan intan,get back la,we want u....i hope she would listen to me..hehe=)

The Radiculous PSDC

i'm totally tired for all the week because PSDc starts giving me more and more problems.Latest,my 3rd sem began already,formally starts by this week.but 4 sure it wasn't a good start.my daily jadual is very fix,even its now ramadhan.i dont know if they still have heart but thats the truth.even a cow can die in a three days in this sem.huh???can u imagine,my class begins 8am daily and almost everyday i have to get back late at nite,not too late but normally at 9.30 pm.how unlucky i am involve din this sem.!!hargh!!!!!

Here I Go

To blog or not to blog, that is the question that I've been thinking about for a little while. I've seen many good blogs but of course I might not be up to that standard. I think this will be a great space for me the blab about anything and everything that I'm going through in my everyday life. 

Oh well, here goes nothing.

NgehNgehNgeh...=P

The Goverment's Decision On PPSMI!!!!!-I Dont Agree...

I was surprise to hear the news that ppsmi will be stop by 2012!!sounds crazy but thats the truth..i still wondering why..is it because the students cant carry on with english as the learning's language or the teachers cant teach students in english..for me,mahathir has made the best decision on how to help the people of malaysia to speak english fluently.i agree with his opinion on tv3 last week.'if the gov can teach the english teacher to speak and teach students in english,why not the science and mathematic's teachers??but why must the gov stop it after billion ringgit spent on PPSMI??its such waste if we stop there.why dont we keep it along maybe until the next 50 years..i can bet my finger that PPSMI will results better than now if we continue for another 20 years at least.why dont we try it??lets give the students few chances to learn in english.In my collegue,most students hate english just because they think they are not good in english..why dont they learn.all of them are taking dip in elctrical engneering.can u imagine that these future engineer cannot speak in english even for a few sentences??i m not saying that im good in english but i keep learning bcause for me,its a shame if we are not good in english,so i keep learning.english is fun!!believe me,better than bahasa malaysia..I still hoping that the gov will change the decision on PPSMI and someone will come out and say something so that the gov will let the PPSMI in secondary and primary school.1 hour spent for english class is not enough to help us learn and speak in english fluently.so with the additional subject such as math and science,teach in english,will help our people especially the students to improve their english.i really hope that all the malay especially can speak english like they fluently speak in malay.its a big proud for me!!!!=)


goverment and ministers,i still hope that the PPSMI will keep going as usual,not until 2012 but maybe for another 50 years.please take some time and make a new decision..make more research,i know u'll change ur mind..=)

Semalam

lately, i cant sleep early.i do feel sleepy but i dont know why i just cant close my eyes..
i still cant figure why.as a solution,i play my handphone until i get my eyes close.
huh???as a result,i'll wake up late in da morning.not morning,afternoon kot..
haahaha
then my dad start his speech.i called it 'wake up speech'.hahaha
he always said,bangon lmbt rezeki xde,like early birds catch more worms..
but i dont care..but he keep try to convince me that what he is saying is right.
errrr!!!!!i m a teenage,a students and i dont have work,i only only have to study so why should i wake up early in da morning???i'm still wondering by da way....ahahaha

just now

i was online at my myspace acc..i was smile,laugh,wondering and chatting with couple friends of mine..then suddenly i remember of my blog!!!!its been a long time i've haven't sign in it.So now on ill make sure i'll post at least 1 thing every week into my blog..hopefully,it'll reduce myself bcoz too much problems in my head and i dont where and how they come to me and stay in my head.huh???the effect is,my brain always 'hang'!!!ahaha

tired,tired and tired

i slept at almost 4 in the morning just about to finish my assigments..the next day,my classes end very late and ater reached home,i directtly get to word and it finished almost 2 in the morning..

the next day,i continue my work to cook rice for a wedding kenduri for 1500 guest..just imagine how i feel al these day??

too tired..the next day i wake up early and get to work..and i just finish it before i touch my notebook..

waa..

i wish i am not as this tired...totally moody and i m not feeling good today...

erm............

but somehow that is the cycle of our live..every second with non stop work...

60 minute,Earth Hour!!!!

what's your opinion about 60 minute,earth hour???

i'm going to join it.i want to vote it by switching off lights all over my house tomorrows night,8.30-9.30..i really want to see whole Malaysia in the dark,lets join this..
its not about dark,its about to lower the global temperature,ice melting and decreasing water level.i really want the earth stood still for more hundred years with a better weather and conditions.Hopefully.=)

So people,lets keep our place in dark tomorrow's night!!!just for 1 hour.lets give supports to the world and WWF...i cant wait for tomorrow's night.hihi

Face Or Body Shape

which one you concerns most when you are looking for boyfriend or girlfriend??

send me your comment and i'll make a conclusion after a week..

make sure you are sincere when you answer me..hahaha

meor-i concerns most the face of the girl.we cant change a face's look easily but we can change a body shape easier compared to change a look.people will look at the beautiful face 1st than the beautiful body shape so i'm sure you understand why i prefer a beautiful face.hehehehe

what kisses means...very interesting!!!!come and have a short visit.hehe

-Kiss on the stomach; be ready,...,

-Kiss on the Forehead; expresing a lov 4 him/her

-Kiss on the Ear; seducing!,haha!

-Kiss on the Cheek; cute,

-Kiss on the Hand; I adore yah!..

-Kiss on the Neck;We belong together..

-Kiss on the Shoulder;I want you..

-Kiss on the Lips;I love you..

__ __ ___ _________ _ ____ ____________ __ ___ _____ _ ____ ____

What the gestures means...


-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.



-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.


-Looking into each other's Eyes; liking each oder,


-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
);


-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.



-Laughing while Kissing;I am completely comfortable with you


________ _____ _________ __ ______ ____ ___________ ____ ___

Advice;

Don't ask for a kiss, take one.



If you were thinking about someone while reading this,

you're definitely in Love.=)

waaaa..............im sleepy!!!

i've been working since 1 day before mis sem holiday and i only can rest myself today..

just imagine,how tired i am all these while..

pergh!!!!but thats life.

we wont call it life if it is so easy...

am i right???=)

so by hook or by crook,life must go on.

so just accept whatever it takes..

so sweet.only now i know that i am quite good at writing...

hahahaha

The Littlest Thing....

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

i suddenly recall her!!!ala,,,,,=(

it has been a long i've never seen her,fiza.i admit i miss her.really.

i mean it.i wish i could see  her right now..i know we have broken up for 1 year with her but i still cant totally get her out of my mind.i know she was not the 1st but i swear she is the best girlfriend i ever had.i dont know why but thats the truth.sometimes i wish time runs faster so that i can see her right after she arrive from US.i really wish that we could get back together again.theres a lot of thing i like about her and i am very sure i couldnt find in other girl..fiza if u read this,i miss u!!!

get back to malaysia very soon,i cant wait to see you!!!huhuh..and i really hope that we can get back together after we finish our study.hihi

for sure,i am so relieve now.i've let all those thing into my blog!!!the burdens are getting lighter,,,hehe=)

w'salam...

MEANING OF AYAT SUCI AL FATIHAH

Meaning Of AL-FATIHAH

بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمـَنِ الرَّحِيم
الْحَمْدُ للّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِين
الرَّحْمـنِ الرَّحِيم
مَـالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّين
إِيَّاك نَعْبُدُ وإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِين
اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِمْ غَيرِ المَغضُوبِ عَلَيهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّي
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful:
All Praise is due to God, Lord of the Universe.
The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
Sovereign of the Day of Judgment.
You alone we worship, and You alone we ask for help
Guide us to the straight path;
The path of those on whom You have bestowed your grace, not of those who have earned Your anger, nor of those who go astray.

Luckily i realise that........

Got 7a's in PMR was really great for someone like me.well,i know i don't deserve it but that is the truth.at the first,i forgot myself and i really thought that with the result like that i will surely score SPM without any hard work in my study.I began skip all my class,every subject and my perseption in my study that time,thats all are nonsense and those are stupid only need to attend all class and all i know was ENJOY all the time with something that is a waste.time passed away and i didnt realise that i've been skipping class for almost 7months!!!!!can you believe that??when the principle called my parents to school to discuss about what i've done all the time being,i was so embrassed.i'm ashamed of what i've done.ashamed with family,friends and teachers.what to do???just accept that i've made a big mistake in my life that can ruin my bright future.my father has transfered me from SABS to SMK Seri Damai.I have to accept that because i've made that big mistake and i didnt questioned him why SMK Seri Damai.I realised that i've embrassed him a lot so i just accept what he has decided for me.WHen first time i went to that new school,i felt so ashamed.that school is not an elite school and not popular as SABS.But when i get to know the students there,mostly my new classmates,i felt so ashamed again.most of them are brilliant and very good in their studies.realise about that,it really make me have a deep thought,how am i going to survive my study,shines my future and compete with all of them.then i made a decision.let gone be bygone and start a new life.I started study harder and catch up what i've missed in my studies.i struggle very hard and i got 4a's in SPM.eventhough amount of a's was small,but i'm proud that i still got many a's.here i want to share with everyone,once you want something,go get it,work as hard as you can.there is nothing impossible in life.once you made mistake,that doesnt mean you are going to fail for whole of your life.and for students in secondary school,which are in my past category,its never too late for you to get back to the right path.open up your mind,education is the most important nowadays.think before you act.this story is not created for english assigment,its a true story,my secondary school's experience and i am really sincere to share it with people out there.i want to help my people,the malay mostly.wake up and open up your mind.we,malay are left behind now compared to other races so wake up and give them challenges so that we are not seems too weak,dumb in their eyes..