Nurul...

Sometimes
I feel like im going out of
My mind,

Girl the way you do me is a
Damn crime,

But then you smile at me
And its allright,

With you there ain't no inbetween...

Everytime that i walk out the door
I tell myself i can't take it no more

Theres a part of me won't let you go
I keep sayin' yes when my minds sayin no..

hurm... 
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues
We got issues issues issues.

Its awful,girl you leave me hangin for so long
You empty out my love until its all gone
You change the words but still its the same song
Im tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, they still show
I keep building the walls round my heart
But then i see you it all falls apart...

then, 
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues,
We got issues.. 

Wanna fight it, can't hide it
Truth is i think i like it
But in future, illusion
Still i don't know which way to go..
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if i should hate you or miss you
Damn i wish that i could resist you
Can't decide if i should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues

gotcha!!!!

i finally got a new kopiah!!!after almost 2 years i dont have one...huh???by the way it only cost me rm8 and i took 2 years to buy a new one..waa...quite sad actually.but its okay bcause now i got a new one and i wont let it missing in action.i dont want to take about another to years to get anew one..hahahaha

by the way,readers,please!!!please dont laugh at me....=P

6th Ramadhan

well i begin my writing with alhamdulillah..=)..i am quite happy today even i was so tired all the day since i didnt have sahur at all,so my stomach keeps blabbering all the day.haha..happy because english class with miss khairany,a very weird english lecturer ever and a very demanding one,finished with 30 minutes time taken whereas the class supposed to be a quite long time,2hours actually.i dont know why,maybe allah helped us,gave her hidayah so that she would have some pity on us today.unlike last two days,she let us go home,on time.the class supposed to end at 6.30pm,she let us go by 6.30,on time!!!no discounts at all..

hargh!!!!!tension gile mase 2....i wish puan intan would come back and teach my class again like last semester...puan intan,get back la,we want u....i hope she would listen to me..hehe=)

The Radiculous PSDC

i'm totally tired for all the week because PSDc starts giving me more and more problems.Latest,my 3rd sem began already,formally starts by this week.but 4 sure it wasn't a good start.my daily jadual is very fix,even its now ramadhan.i dont know if they still have heart but thats the truth.even a cow can die in a three days in this sem.huh???can u imagine,my class begins 8am daily and almost everyday i have to get back late at nite,not too late but normally at 9.30 pm.how unlucky i am involve din this sem.!!hargh!!!!!

Here I Go

To blog or not to blog, that is the question that I've been thinking about for a little while. I've seen many good blogs but of course I might not be up to that standard. I think this will be a great space for me the blab about anything and everything that I'm going through in my everyday life. 

Oh well, here goes nothing.

NgehNgehNgeh...=P

The Goverment's Decision On PPSMI!!!!!-I Dont Agree...

I was surprise to hear the news that ppsmi will be stop by 2012!!sounds crazy but thats the truth..i still wondering why..is it because the students cant carry on with english as the learning's language or the teachers cant teach students in english..for me,mahathir has made the best decision on how to help the people of malaysia to speak english fluently.i agree with his opinion on tv3 last week.'if the gov can teach the english teacher to speak and teach students in english,why not the science and mathematic's teachers??but why must the gov stop it after billion ringgit spent on PPSMI??its such waste if we stop there.why dont we keep it along maybe until the next 50 years..i can bet my finger that PPSMI will results better than now if we continue for another 20 years at least.why dont we try it??lets give the students few chances to learn in english.In my collegue,most students hate english just because they think they are not good in english..why dont they learn.all of them are taking dip in elctrical engneering.can u imagine that these future engineer cannot speak in english even for a few sentences??i m not saying that im good in english but i keep learning bcause for me,its a shame if we are not good in english,so i keep learning.english is fun!!believe me,better than bahasa malaysia..I still hoping that the gov will change the decision on PPSMI and someone will come out and say something so that the gov will let the PPSMI in secondary and primary school.1 hour spent for english class is not enough to help us learn and speak in english fluently.so with the additional subject such as math and science,teach in english,will help our people especially the students to improve their english.i really hope that all the malay especially can speak english like they fluently speak in malay.its a big proud for me!!!!=)


goverment and ministers,i still hope that the PPSMI will keep going as usual,not until 2012 but maybe for another 50 years.please take some time and make a new decision..make more research,i know u'll change ur mind..=)

Semalam

lately, i cant sleep early.i do feel sleepy but i dont know why i just cant close my eyes..
i still cant figure why.as a solution,i play my handphone until i get my eyes close.
huh???as a result,i'll wake up late in da morning.not morning,afternoon kot..
haahaha
then my dad start his speech.i called it 'wake up speech'.hahaha
he always said,bangon lmbt rezeki xde,like early birds catch more worms..
but i dont care..but he keep try to convince me that what he is saying is right.
errrr!!!!!i m a teenage,a students and i dont have work,i only only have to study so why should i wake up early in da morning???i'm still wondering by da way....ahahaha

just now

i was online at my myspace acc..i was smile,laugh,wondering and chatting with couple friends of mine..then suddenly i remember of my blog!!!!its been a long time i've haven't sign in it.So now on ill make sure i'll post at least 1 thing every week into my blog..hopefully,it'll reduce myself bcoz too much problems in my head and i dont where and how they come to me and stay in my head.huh???the effect is,my brain always 'hang'!!!ahaha

tired,tired and tired

i slept at almost 4 in the morning just about to finish my assigments..the next day,my classes end very late and ater reached home,i directtly get to word and it finished almost 2 in the morning..

the next day,i continue my work to cook rice for a wedding kenduri for 1500 guest..just imagine how i feel al these day??

too tired..the next day i wake up early and get to work..and i just finish it before i touch my notebook..

waa..

i wish i am not as this tired...totally moody and i m not feeling good today...

erm............

but somehow that is the cycle of our live..every second with non stop work...